"You don't make progress by standing on the sidelines, whimpering and complaining. You make progress by implementing ideas." ~Shirley Chisholm
I don't know if the pain in my neck has gotten worse since I started seeking new treatment, or my tolerance for the pain is significantly decreased. But it's getting harder and harder to get through the day.
It apparently
takes quite a while for my herbal tea to build up in my system enough to
work on the pain and I will have to stop it again not too long from
now, so I can expect no relief from that quarter.
Yet I don't want to be dependent on painkillers, especially since said painkillers seriously mess with my head. I can either spend the day in pain or be pain-free and unable to think properly.
Patience has never been a virtue I possess. I hate waiting. I have just under 3 weeks left to wait. Now that I have made the decision to go through with the surgery, I just want to get it over with and know if it worked.
Sigh.
I guess I'm really up on my Soapbox today. The pain made me do it.
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